First Blog

I am super excited about finally getting the nerve up and writing a blog. I have been so nervous about actually starting this expedition, always thinking, who will want to read this, oh gosh how many grammatical errors will I make and not catch before I confirm to post. Most people who know me would never think I would have this much doubt of myself, for I am pretty outspoken and show confindence even when on the inside I am terrified.

This year though I am going to be trying to defeat a few of my vices, for instances smoking. I know it is a nasty nasty habit and am hoping to finally break this habit and stick to it. Another very important thing I would like to accomplish this year is getting healthy, I know most people diet to lose weight and become super-model skinny, but for me that is not the case I have always been a big girl, which does not bother me. I just want to be healthy !!!!

I will warn any future readers now though, be prepared because I will vent about how some people who are overweight give the rest of us plus sized individuals a bad name. Also I will probably vent and brag on Joe(fiance) for there are days I love him to death and then there are days that I just want to scream, but them days are few and far between, most days I just LoVe him !!!!

Well that is it for now, for it is very late and I need to get some sleep, you will learn that about me, most of my blogs will probably be written very late at night or the wee hours of the morning. I am an insomniac.



"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." — Marilyn Monroe